Is it strange that I am nervous and excited for Z to come home? We had a long talk last night and I know there's much more to discuss.

It's funny how major ups and downs in a relationship can make you feel like it's just beginning again.

Sometimes the cycle of something dying and something beginning is for the same thing. Maybe a part of our relationship died but what's starting off anew is still US. A rebirth of sorts, just like what the Death card symbolizes.