It's only been 7 months but it feels like forever since I last saw you. I know you had so much on your plate. Custody problems, financial problems and just life anxiety in general.
I had no idea the money I gave you that day, which was to help you, was going to be the money you would use to buy the gun that took your life.
Rachael, not a day goes by that I don't think about you. I miss my friend. I am angry and sad, still, that you took your own life.
I still have the last few voice mail messages you left me and sometimes I listen to them just to hear your voice.
I heard this song the other day. I've heard it before but the last time I heard it, I thought of you and it made me cry.
"Shadow Of The Day"
I close both locks below the window
I close both blinds and turn away
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only way
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you
In cards and flowers on your window
Your friends all plead for you to stay
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only way
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you
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